I
was having a Nana day with my grandson Lucas and he was telling me
the story about Lazarus from John 11. As he retold the story to me in
Lucas version he said “And God called Lazarus out of the grave, out
loud so Lazarus would be the only dead guy to come out.”
Gems
at that moment I had a mental picture of a bunch of mummies sitting
up, looking at each other and saying me you me you????
This
of course got me thinking that God does call each one of us by
name. We may not be called to raise someone from the dead but we may
be called to raise someone’s hopes from the dead.
I think sometimes
we think if we don’t have some huge calling that we are not being
called at all but that my friend is a lie from the pit.
I
love the story of Elijah when he wanted to hear from God.
1
King 19:11 And he said, Go forth, and stand
upon the mount before the Lord. And, behold, the Lord
passed by, and a great and strong wind rent the mountains, and
brake in pieces the rocks before the Lord; but the Lord
was not in the wind: and after the wind an earthquake; but
the Lord was not in the earthquake: 12And
after the earthquake a fire; but the Lord was not in
the fire: and after the fire
Gems
most times it’s the still small voice inside of you that is telling
you what God wants from you but you are in your comfort tomb, wrapped
up tightly in your garment of security and you don't want to
come out.
A
few months ago a new woman joined my weekly ladies Bible study. Her
name is Karin and as I introduced myself I felt the Holy Spirit say
“be a good friend to her.”
Karin
seemed like a nice enough woman but the truth is I could tell she
was a bit older than me so we wouldn't have much in common and my
plate was full right now. I had a pretty packed tomb and while I had
no intentions of being a bad friend I didn't ask the Holy Spirit
what He meant by being “a good friend” because knowing Him He
would tell me. Bottom line Jesus was calling me out of my tomb.
Over
the next few weeks I couldn't help but grow closer to Karin. She had the
sweetest spirit and was a genuinely kind person. We had a bond knit together by the Holy Spirit and I couldn't be happier to be her friend and knew she was my friend too.
One
Wednesday she missed our Bible study and I ran into her at a store
that afternoon. I told her we missed her and being the nosy person I
am I asked where she was. Karin told me she was just coming back
from Moffit Cancer Center. I had no idea she had cancer.
Over
the next few weeks I would get together with Karin at her house as her
condition seemed to worsen quickly.
I
would visit her on weekends and my days off from work. We would pray
together and I would read the Bible to her. Sometimes I would read
one of my jewels, did I mention she was a Gena's Jewels fan :) My stories seem to encourage her as we had a lot of
the same family issues.
Hospice
was eventually called in. It has been hard watching my dear friend
deteriorate right before my eyes. In spite of her condition she
always had a great attitude and NEVER complained! As I would read
God's word I would look up to see her small fragile face with the
most angelic smile on it.
She absorbed God's word and He was so faithful to tell me exactly what passages He wanted read to His beautiful daughter. They were having a very personal experience
together and He used me to be His mouth piece. He took
me from my tomb to let Karin know the tomb could not contain Jesus and it wouldn't contain her either!
Her
still small voice asked me if we could do communion one more time. As
I held her fragile head in my hands and lifted the tiny cup to her
awaiting lips to partake of our Lord's supper it brought her such
comfort. She understood that Jesus shed blood was her promise of eternal life.
Gems it was one of the most humbling experiences of my life.
Gems it was one of the most humbling experiences of my life.
It
was at that moment I heard the Holy Spirit thanking me for being a
good friend to His sweet servant.
I
wept as I thought of my initial response to stay in my tomb and not
be imposed on.
I was honored Karin and her family
allowed me to be a small part of Karin's last trek on her journey home.
Gems
I'm not telling you this story for any praise on my part but to
remind you that we all get comfortable in our personal tomb and God
is calling each one of us to come out.
We so often think ''someone
else will do it” but God has called each of us for a certain purpose. Don't
miss yours, don't stay in your comfort tomb when Jesus says out loud
“ your
name here COME OUT!”
God is sending this message to me in many ways.
ReplyDeleteThank you for being Gena! When I met you I immediately wanted to know you better. God speaks to me through your shared experiences. You are a blessing in my life.
I'm just glad He keeps speaking to all of us!! Thank you Cathy for your encouragement.
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